Sabotage

I hide myself inside the shadows of shameThe silent symphonies were playing their gameMy body echoed to the dreams of my soulInside is something that I could not controlWhere can I run to now?The joke is on meNo sympathizing god exempts sanity, yeahWhy don't you just get out of my life, yeah?Why don't you just get out of my life now?Why doesn't everybody leave me alone now?Why doesn't everybody leave me alone, yeah?Obsessed with fantasy, possessed with my schemesI mixed reality with pseudo-God dreamsThe ghost of violence was something I've seenI sold my soul to be the human obsceneHow could this poison be the dream of my soul?How did my fantasies take complete control, yeah?Why don't you just get out of my life, yeah?Why don't you just get out of my life now?Why doesn't everybody leave me alone now?Why doesn't everybody leave me alone, yeah?Well, I feel something's taken me I don't know whereIt's like a trip inside a separate mindThe ghost of tomorrow from my favorite dreamIs telling me to leave it all behindFeel it slipping away, slipping in tomorrowGot to get to happiness, want no more of sorrowHow I lied, went to hideHow I tried to get away from you nowAm I right if I fight?That I might just get away from you nowSting me!Well, I feel something's giving me the chance to resignIt's giving me the chance of saving my soulPictures of demigod are fading awayI'm going backwards but I'm in controlFeel it slipping away, slipping in tomorrowGetting back to sanity, from the depths of sorrowWas it wise to disguise?How I tried to get away from you nowIs there a way that I could pay?Or is it true I have to stay with you now?How I lied, went to hideHow I tried to get away from you nowAm I right if I fight?That I might just get away from you nowSuck me!I'm really digging schizophrenia the best of the earthI've seized my soul in the fires of hellPeace of mind eluded me, but now it's all mineI simply try, but he wants me to failFeel it slipping away, slipping in tomorrowNow I've found my happiness, from the depths of sorrowNo more lies, I got wiseI despise the way I worshipped you yeahNow I'm free, can't you see?And now instead I won't be led by you nowFree!